Tuesday, October 5, 2010

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Teardrops fall, a family torn apart
Swollen eyes flutter open with pain
A broken child cries in the dark
As a mother hangs her head in shame.

A drunken father staggers across the room
Lashing out, reason unknown.
The putrid stench of ignorance consumes.
As the boy cowers in fear in the dark, alone.

The harsh, cold iron hand reaches out,
Grabbing for the frozen child.
The crash of a glass door echoes throughout
A confused crumpled boy tossed aside
Without remorse, with deadly style.

The boy learns to hate, unable to trust
This broken child, now a broken man.
Broken promises and tears mix with the dusk.
Memories serve only as a deterrent a harsh reprimand.
                       
With each attempt to move forward
His jaded reflections holds steadfast
His self loathing now intensely strong.
Unable to progress, he resides in the past.
His life, cruel and so now very wrong.

Childhood memories flooded with cruel malice
Amidst the tears and pain, the words of T.S. Eliot resonate.
Brings with them renewed comfort and solace.
Time begins to heal, time to perhaps move past the hate.

Perhaps life no longer should be abhorrent
He yearns to be loved, needs to trust.
As the child now becomes the parent.
Never wanting to raise his hand in drunken disgust.

His son, shall never see the dark
As his life begins anew.
Shall never feel the unrelenting pain.
From the hand which lashed out in drunken shame.
This is a time of rebirth

Copyright 2010 Kamal Maharaj

A Caged Existence

Who are you?
From whence did you come?
Who are they to shape your reality?
You are the liege of your kingdom.
You are the captain of your destiny

Yet they judge and control you.
Shall you stand by and let it be
Will their desires alter your dreams?
Now the entire world too, shall see
Everything is not as it seems.

The tentacles of manipulation
Grows in strength day by day
The power of guilt and inflicted obligation
Sinks you deeper into rotting decay.

Your soul yearns to be free.
Like a single songbird
To once more soar.
Your voice cries out to be heard
Needing to roar.

You, once the master of your life
Now scolded like an insolent child.
Given directions, taken without any strife.
Dreams now shattered and broken
Tossed aside self-respect now reviled.

The king is dead.
They who truly knew you
Begs the question
Who are you to be led?
Nothing holds true....

Copyright 2010 Kamal Maharaj